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| Time: | 9:33 pm. |
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NO ONE EVER READS THIS BECAUSE I NEVER EVER WRITE IN THIS THING.. i'm only writing in my journal because of my undieing love for laura.. =) ..anyways, i'm at my PinC's house right now cuz we just got back from ate nar's..
HAHAHA the funniest thing happened today..
after school angel took me and lorean to her house cuz we had to go to a practice for the st. chris luau thing.. anyways, we were in his expedition with like calvin and angel's brother and lorean and calvin start waving laker flags out the window and yelling "GO LAKERS!!" ..then this car with two mexican chicks rolls up and smiles, a little later they drive up to us again and the girl in the passenger side flashes her giant dark ass titties to us!! ahhhhahaha that was funny cuz the guys we going all crazy.. then at lor's house we watched the little mermaid, the first one.. awwww.. *sha la la la la la don't be shy you gotta kiss dee gerl* i loike that movie.. then darren and laura picked us up and we left to st. chris.. met up with ate nar and jex.. it was kinda awkward seeing colleen there and not saying hi to her or anything.. then practiced the program.. jeca did a good job as usual.. and when colleen sang, it was really, i dunno, different.. cuz she sang that one moonlight broadway song which is so not her.. i miss the old colleen.. but yeah, things change..
oh yeah and one more thing.. I MISS MY BABY.. its day 3 out of 5.. chOoChOO!!
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| Time: | 9:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. |
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You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!
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hahaha.. i saw this from laura, val, and rach.. they all got entrancing!.. and this is what i got, dominant? haha boooyaah.
anyways.. this weekend was niiiice.. except for the fact that the war started this week.. when president bush was announcing it on tv i started feeling all depressed cuz i was at ate nar's house and the whole vibe and atmosphere was so depressing.. i hadn't talked to kris that whole week cuz he was out at sea and i kept on thinking, what if he never comes back?!?! ahhh! f*ck the war f*ck bush! haha i was so mad.. but then later that night i see cHuBa ChOo cHOo on my phone and everything that i thought was wrong.. thank God.. i worry too much.. my baby was here from thursday to saturday but i only got to spend like 3 hours each day after school =( .. congratulations iris and debbie for making the dance team! i know val and laura kicked ass on their auditions, but they're meant to be janet jackson's backup dancers!! then saturday, we had a choir competition, but we didnt place this time =( ..its okay cuz there was this HOT SEXY BLONDE GUY from the mens show choir from los alamitos high.. whoa he was hot.. he sang a solo from "for the the longest time" .. and he was so into it when he was dancing! laura and i were like, cover your eyes!!! haha anywayz.. later that day LINEAGE went to the LA Marriott to perform for the Retenians.. we kicked that tap dancing girl's ass!! woo hoo.. supposedly she was a real suplada biatch.. and she had the nerve to say "you guys did a good job" to me and laura in the bathroom.. haha.. ate tocino thanks to tito boy! woo hoo! got all hyper and crazy and some of us tried to dance the cha cha with all the old people.. hahah we ended up making a soul train across the dance floor.. then kris picked me and laura up at around 10:30, brought laura home after she knocked out in the car.. hehe.. i didnt come home till 2:30 cuz we ended up falling asleep on each other.. that was really nice.. this friday the cruise is coming up.. im pretty excited.. errrr.. okay i guess ill update this another day.. some day
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Tuesday, February 11th, 2003
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Saturday, February 1st, 2003
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PMS day!!!! i tend to let out my anger more towards my relatives on these days.. that really sucks..
woke up unusually early on a saturday morning to go to choir's pancake breakfast.. lucy and christal sang their duet "lately".. they did a really good job.. in the middle of the song, i just started crying.. why??? i dunno.. im EMOTIONAL.. and it was too pretty!!.. laura got all teary eyed too.. hehe
afterwards.. i watched DRUMLINE at patty's house.. nick cannon is still hot in bad-quality viewing on the comp screen.. and then mildrey drove us to nina's.. we went kareoke koo-koo.. then nina's lover boy alvin came.. later that day tita rox, tita cel, tito rhon, and i went to pig out the the china buffet.. happy chinese new year!
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Thursday, January 30th, 2003
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| Time: | 8:07 pm. |
| Mood: | bored. |
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FINALS ARE OVER!! yeah! ..i liked my finals this semester cuz first of all i only had to study for 2 of them [math and chem].. and the rest were dance choir and english.. we showed our english final project to the class today.. BEHIND THE CATWALK: "Success isn't Everything" .. whoohoo we got an A.. i'm glad the class liked it cuz we worked hella hard on that! Rachel played a girl on the verge of becoming a model and how she battles with anorexia cust to be a "successful" model.. from 200 pound rachel to 90 pound rachel.. haha.. we had fun torturing rachel! jk mommy i laaaaab you! and our funky names:
brtknee robynsun... rachel sanchez
jesseekuh lemon... laura sarmiento
kristeenoh chuh-huh... cathleen silva
wade lachey... darren chattanond
chanelle kannuhn... sherri silva
fobio... genzenn parcon
q-paul... q-anh nguyen
see how we spelled our names as ugly as possible? hahah laura's idea.
omg now that i look at my past entries.. i cant believe i said that.. i can understand at the time.. but now it seems as if things changed so quickly.. i've just learned from my past mistakes, that i should never settle for less than what i deserve, and let go of something that didnt make me 100% happy before little problems become bigger and bigger.
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i can't wait till next weekend =) .. i hope next week goes by super fast.
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Thursday, December 26th, 2002
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Christmas was fun yesterday.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JESUS! too many presents, the whole living room of tita senen's house was occupied with gifts.. the best one was what kuya jay gave to ninong oncho.. a new tv cuz his old one takes 30 minutes to warm up before it works.. awww.. and i got mucha pera which is halfway spent from the abercrombie crazy shopping i went today with sherri and jem.. dude money goes by fast.. and i finally got my jarrell damonte jr bear from ate tita ninang char.. he's so cute! overall a fun day.
ate tin tin, me, sherri, ate char
MERRY CHRISTMAS 2002!
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momentary relapse...
I........ MISS........ RANDY.
okay i'm done.
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Tuesday, December 24th, 2002
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seven months and i guess you just gotta let go.. i've tried to be patient but i guess it's harder to deal with someone who puts you second in his life.. it's always been hard and i'd always ask myself why do i even trip over this distance when i can just escape the situation we're in and just move on.. but i've grown to love him and push the bad asside.. my patience is just fed up but my heart isnt.. i'll always care.. the time will come when we're both ready to be there for each other like the way it's suppose to be.
tryin to keep my head up high since it's christmas tomorrow.. =)
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Saturday, December 21st, 2002
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at jemjem's house.. it's josh's 6th birthday whoo hoo! ..a while ago he kept on asking me when my birthday was so he could tell jem.. first i said "april first".. then he said "okay ate" ..haha iono that was just cute.
woke up this morning at 8 to go to la casa de mi kumadre for some good ol' community service to decorate rose parade floats.. anyways we got there determined to work for 5 hours so i could at least be DONE.. but we found it unbearable so we left 2 hours later and chilled at her auntie's house.. they cook such good food man.. i ate like 5 complete meals today which is very weird since i usually eat once a day.. and we were suppose to watch maid in manhattan but we ended up going to simbang gabe instead.
tomorrow's NEBULA's birthday thing.. oh yeah HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MELISSA AND DARREN!!!!.. i wonder if they'll see it.. no one ever reads my journal anymore cuz i never update it.. ALSO HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY CHRISTAL!!! and MERRY EARLY CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS EVERYBODY!!! hehe.
i got to back out ate char's nice solara today!! haha that's the most driving action i've gotten since i got my lisense.. MY CHRISTMAS WISH: CAR INSURANCE.
oh my gulay boys are so malikut.. byebye!
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Monday, December 2nd, 2002
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my dad's singing kareoke again.. masakit sa tenga.. hehe jk.
today at lunch we did our secret santa.. muahaha!! much of it aint a secret anymore.. me and val put practically the same exact things on our wish list.. gift certificates or clothes to abercrombie, hollister, forever 21, and papaya.. haha you mind reader! and isnt chocolate covered gummi bears so yummy?! i love christmas.. it equals SHOPPING *whoot whoot*
ms i-rice.. my baby cookie is growing up so fast! be careful of the evil temptations that the male species have upon the innocent minds of young girls these days.. hahah.. stupid me.
laura.. what are we gonna do about fun club and dick hair??
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Saturday, November 30th, 2002
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http://naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test02.htm
You chose the short road--you fall in love quickly and easily.
You give 50% and expect 50% in return.
You asked the family member to get your significant other--you like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.
You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.
You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.
You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for a long time.
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happy belated thanksgiving.
todays sucks.. yesterday sucked.
except for the shopping part.. we went to cabazon yesterday and it was sooo sooo crowded.. there was actually a line to get into the guess store that took like half an hour.. and a line to pay which took like an hour.. so in total i was in there for 2 hours?! crazy.. but yeah our whole family was suppose to go but i only saw kuya jesse.
when we got home me and my mom got in a stupid arguement that led to a really big one.. and my mom, whenever she gets majorly stressed out, she's in pain.. and im so ignorant to even yell back at her.. and i wake up and find out she's in the hospital.. and now i feel really bad cuz she prolly wouldnt be there if i hadn't been such a bitch to her and caused her blood pressure to rise or her back to start hurting.. and i feel bad cuz i was suppose to go with ate nar to meet kelly osborne today.. and now another weekend ruined and im stuck at home..........
life just SUCKS sometimes.
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Wednesday, November 20th, 2002
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to you... i just read your blog.. thank you for understanding me and what i did.. i know i can't control my life sometimes, but i could have controlled that and i thought that you would be disappointed or angry at me for not making the right decision.. but you're right, it was my decision.. and what happened to me and him just made us stronger and closer so that's why i don't consider it as a mistake.. but telling you made us stronger cuz i know we'll be there for each other no matter what each one of us does or whatever problems that may come.. i was just hesitant to say anything to you for a long time, thinking that we'd grow apart by something like that and i'd never ever want that to happen.. things like that happen to everyone at some point in their lives, and you understood.. thank you.
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Friday, November 15th, 2002
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| Time: | 7:19 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. |
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IM FINALLY UPDATING MY JOURNAL!! das crazy.. [ooh ooh].. anywayz imma try to start writing in this more often because i miss venting out when i need to especially when my words are better left unspoken and i can only contemplate my thoughts by typing.. when was the last time i wrote in this? knotts scary farm?! omg.
fast forward to november 15.. i took my driving test yesterday.. and for the record.. yesterday was one of the worst days this year.. okay heres how my day went...
wednesday night, randy made this whole "plan" that he was gonna sneak out again to come visit me.. so he tells me to go home, do my homework, and then sleep when i get home from school on wednesday so that he can wake me up around 1 am.. so wednesday at school, i was beyond excited cuz wouldnt you be if you haven't seen your boyfriend since.. october 25? so i do that.. come home sleep etc.. and he calls me around 12 to tell me that he's gonna take a power nap for an hour and a half.. im like, alright you go do that then.. so i take a shower, wait a while.. and i look at the clock its 2:15.. what the hell.. time passes and i knew he fell into a deep sleep.. THAT FAG! you don't know how pissed off i was.. i couldnt stop crying and silently screaming [haha].. becuz, i felt like an idiot, getting all excited and it was his stupid idea! i dont know.. that was pretty bad.. he called me up in the morning telling me that his phone migrated from his ear to his back and he couldnt hear me call.. and he knew exactly how hurt i was.. i just couldnt forgive him for a while.. and that ignited those dreaded "let's talk about US" conversations where breaking up was being debated.. i just felt like he didn't care when he accidently fell into that deep sleep even though i know it wasn't his fault FREAK i was so mad.. but i realize stuff happens and i cant blame that shit on him.. its hard driving from anaheim to chino hills at 3 am in the morning.. things worked out and the conversation ended, "i still love you."
later that day, i had an appt to take my test at 3 in pomona.. i knew deep inside my ass was gonna fail cuz all my tension was still pounding in the back of my head.. i couldnt concentrate.. this wacko old white lady was my, person i forgot what they're called.. but yeah, she had big old green sunglasses and she would say "now cathleen" in every freakin sentence she spoke.. but i was right, i FAILED! cuz i was driving 35 in a school zone when children were present.. BOO stupid cat.. when she told me i failed, i waited till she got outta the car and i got all teary eyed cuz man i was having a bad day.
but fortunately, things got better when me laura and claire went to the last football game to watch iris nina agnes katherine and them during halftime.. "the highlight of my day claire!" they were so cute! and so is that FINE ASS we saw when we were buying food.. right laura? my gawd my gawd, he was b e a u t i f u l.. haha he was probably thinking, whos this crazy fuglee chick that keeps on starin at me?? haha.. breathe.
see how much guys affect my mood? ::sheesh::
anyways, thats how my not so good day went.. oh and it aint over yet.. randy was suppose to come over again that night (actually friday morning).. 5 am.. i get his call, "babe, i got caught" .. half asleep i was like, wha?! what he told me that happened.. was bad.. very bad.. or at least i thought it was.. god i love him.. through the love of jesus christ.. haha.
ate char char char is turning the big two-zero on tuesday! no more being a teenager.. one more year till you can drink and gamble legally!! not that you would but yeah.. i luv you!
and rachel's turning 16 on friday! "ra ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta.. sex me so good i say blah blah blah.. work it!! i need a glass a wat-AH.. boy o boy its good to know yah.." i luv you rachel!
went to my lesson today.. my voice was all worn out.. and ate tells me, "cat! try out for american idol!" .. i want to, yknow, just for the experience of it all.. but its on monday and there's school.. oohhh skurry.. im afraid simon would tell me something that would totally put down my ego.. should i go? should i not? it's one of those once in a lifetime chances.. why not.. hmmm.. and then she showed me her beautiful o-town pictures! im so happy for ate.. she sang to them and they were so close!! you go ate!
valerios! we still need to watch the ring.. you better not go see it without me.. gaynut!
byebye journal for now.. ill hopefully have another urge to update, next month! jk.. iono.
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Sunday, October 13th, 2002
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knotts scary farm
saturday.. went to practice as usual and started cutting tickets.. at 6 ate char, shelly, and amber picked me and laura up at ate nar's house and we left.. when we got there i think the first maze was "lore of the vampire".. that one was blahh.. but when we got out, me, laura and amber were linking arms and all of sudden a monster pops out of the bushes and we go "AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" and somehow when i jumped i couldnt land on my feet so i ended up falling on my ass taking laura and amber down with me.. haaaaaaahaha i can honestly say that was the most embarrassing moment of my life cuz people passing my were like "OKAY what the hell. these people are crazy" (ooh ooh!) embarrassing yet hella funny!!!! haha.. the whole night was hilarious.. especially when amber's in the front.. we could never get passed the damn monsters cuz they'd be chasing her everywhere.. picture amber scared and sqealing.. it's the most hilarious thing.. AAAAHAHAHA omg i still cant stop laughing.. especially in the clown maze i was about to pee in my pants form laughing so much.. and the three of us talked about _____, O-MARE, and RRRRRaaandy (pronounced in the farmer accent).. anyways.. i'd say more.. but naw its okay.. I CAN'T BELIEVE WE FELL!! hahah.. it's gonna take me a while to get over that.. so yeah we left at around 1:30 and ate at denny's.. dropped amber off and slept at ate char's house.. me and laura didnt go to sleep till 5 AM just talking, i mean whispering, about.. stuff *sigh* =)..anywayz.. cant wait till OCTOBER 25!!! TOMORROW'S DIVAS IN CONCERT - the ENCHOR! *whoo hoo*
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Thursday, October 3rd, 2002
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| Time: | 7:13 pm. |
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guess what! tomorrow.. is.. the.. CAST PARTY! *whoo hoo* we get to see the video.. ewww but i dont wanna see myself.. or hear myself.. gross.. enchor to "tomorrow's DiVaS in concert" friday, october 25! @ curtis theatre in brea.
nina's cg competition on sat @ rowland.. go walnut cg! haha.
i found out im taking my driving test on october 18.. everyone.. pray for me. hah.
"observations will arise.. in our lab.. but you gotta have a hypothesis.. experimen-tation...." muaahhaha.. see what chem does to you.
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Sunday, September 22nd, 2002
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| Time: | 1:50 pm. |
| Mood: |  sore. |
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this weekend sucks! why?? cuz friday i had a simple dentist appointment and it turned into an unexpected wisdom teeth removal day.. AHHHHAHAH my ass was so scared my legs were practically shaking in the dentist chair.. ive seen ate charlene, nina, ate nar, and val go thru it and im like God i hope i survive.. the worst part was the 10 numbing shots he poked into my gums.. anywayz i look like i have all this shit in my mouth still.. all i need is a fat suit and im complete! hah.. i hope im still swollen tomorrow so i dont have to go to school..
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Friday, September 13th, 2002
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DAAAAAAAMN its been so long since wrote in my journal.. hopefully this won't cause addiction again.
i was reading my passed entries.. WHAT THE HELL I SOUND LIKE A DITZ SOMETIMES.. hahah.. i guess every girl has their moments.. it was really good reading the pass entries cuz i probably would've forgot most of that by now.. especially the emotions and nonsense that was running through my head at the moment.
i went to the restroom today at school.. one word: RELIEF.. i can stop torturing myself with worry.
SO MUCH has happened since i last updated.. stuff that i can say, and stuff that i can't say.. and i won't say cuz..... IM LAZY TO TYPE ALL THAT SHIT OUT.
anywayz.. youth rally tomorrow.. and 7:30 drive lesson.
and...
im in love.
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| Time: | 12:14 am. |
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lets see.. skool sux.. today was kinda sad.. our us history class had a discussion about abortion and how the teacher thought it was so wrong.. and everyones point of views were like shootin throughout the class.. it was so depressing becuz just thinking about that is so SAD and WRONG.. iono.. but later on during class we watched denzel get whooped.. another sad thing.. but YEAHHHHH.. im kinda tired right now.. after skool laura came over and we tried to decide a song for her to sing for the concert.. practice was so HOT.. anywayz.. i watched the regine velasquez concert on saturday with sherri, my parents, and other ppl from my moms work.. regine is SO GOOD!! i swear i give her madd propz for holding up those kajillion high notes the whole time.. i had goosebumps the whole time but whoa.. filipino people these days can have some stinky attitude! at the concert ppl be arguing over seats like crazy.. in their fobby accents too.. it was hilarious.. i felt kinda bad cuz while they were all fighting, me and sherri were krakin up.. butchyeah.. tomorrows practice is from 1 to 8.. wOOOOwEee thats long.. anywayz i gotta learn to sleep early damnit!
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